roller coaster
Sep. 22nd, 2006 08:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lunatiqueMaybe it's just PMS, but i'm really having trouble with my mood these days. It's like total roller coaster. I can feel fine one day then absolutely depressed and pissed at the whole world the next. Then i would lose myself in some book and be fine the next morning, but throw a hissy fit at someone the same afternoon.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???!!! T___T
I really think i should consult someone about depressive tendencies. It's been like this since May. I thought it was because i missed school and my social life, but it's not that. Social life messes me up even more now. >_____________>
I just can't feel HAPPY anymore. I can be peaceful for a while, cheerful some days, but never deeply happy. I think it's because i cannot function without a goal, and that right now i cannot figure out what i wanna do with my life.
AM I HAVING IDENTITY CRISES OR SOMETHING????? T_________T
On a more cheerful note,
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seii_ryu took me and Amy to this soap shop downtown. LIKE WHOA!! *____* Their soap look like cake!! Soo varied and pretty and natural! ^___^ SOO FRAGRANT I found a Taka!Soap!!*__* It smelled like honey~♥♥
Thank you Nana!!~ u can always make me feel better!~ ^___^
Meeting
hamano_ayumi, kimmy16 and arisan tomorrow!~^_^ 12 at Atwater, is that it?? :DDDSoo tired. Going to watch JDorama now. Gonna spend rest of weekend doing stuff i'm suppose to... >____>
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Date: 2006-09-25 01:26 am (UTC)...inspiration... I'm, not sure. Maybe drawing something Dark and Bloody will help, because art is a way to express ourselves, and as dark and gloomy an art you draw, I do not think you will depress yourself further; you'll identify yourself with the piece and actually might feel better. That might just be me, though. >>;
Ah... I typed alot. About me. ><; I hope I didn't sound too selfish, though like I said... Telling you what's happening to me might help you understand better what's happening to YOU. So sorry for the uber-longness, because this is how I rant. ><; Hope it helped, at least a little...