roller coaster

[lunatique]

Maybe it's just PMS, but i'm really having trouble with my mood these days. It's like total roller coaster. I can feel fine one day then absolutely depressed and pissed at the whole world the next. Then i would lose myself in some book and be fine the next morning, but throw a hissy fit at someone the same afternoon.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???!!! T___T
I really think i should consult someone about depressive tendencies. It's been like this since May. I thought it was because i missed school and my social life, but it's not that. Social life messes me up even more now. >_____________>
I just can't feel HAPPY anymore. I can be peaceful for a while, cheerful some days, but never deeply happy. I think it's because i cannot function without a goal, and that right now i cannot figure out what i wanna do with my life.
AM I HAVING IDENTITY CRISES OR SOMETHING????? T_________T


On a more cheerful note, seii_ryu took me and Amy to this soap shop downtown. LIKE WHOA!! *____* Their soap look like cake!! Soo varied and pretty and natural! ^___^ SOO FRAGRANT my nose hurt!!
I found a Taka!Soap!!*__* It smelled like honey~♥♥
Thank you Nana!!~ u can always make me feel better!~ ^___^

Meeting hamano_ayumi, kimmy16 and arisan tomorrow!~^_^ 12 at Atwater, is that it?? :DDD

Soo tired. Going to watch JDorama now. Gonna spend rest of weekend doing stuff i'm suppose to... >____>

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